Friday, August 29, 2008
Eversince the start of my holiday, i will only auto wake up at 11 plus,haha...
BUT today have to wake upa t 7 plus,so so early!! go back to secondary school, gosh...really feel so good...Felt like i was being break to freedom...
Though will tend to miss the time that had studied there, the time that always used to be scolded by teachers, the most funny is mr nair...He is forever so funny!! he got the mr gan chong price today and the way he went to received the price was damn dramatic,haha...i still love him as ever,hes such a great teacher!!
Didnt get to see ramesh today, heard that he rushed home to bring his daughter to somewhere,wow...good father indeed...haha...
It was then i bumped into you, i didnt even thought that you will be in school too,i didnt even noe wat i was thinkin when i saw u, it took me a real long time to digest jus 1 of ur simple question...i dont know how should i describe my feeling...i guess you wont even feel anything except for kind of weird feeling,i could feel it...i could feel the awkwardness between us...But that was when the time we had in the past ran through my mind once more...y?y?y? y will i have this kind of feeling? y do i suddenly tend to miss the feeling of being loved by some1...i wouldnt even have this kind of feeling at all before i saw u today...I admit that it was my fault last time...Those memories are really hard to erase...n i wont erase it too...i will jus keep it...though ure not the perfect one for me...we had gone through lots n lots...happy moments,unhappy moments...n that was already happened...i cannot deny that...
OK...i shall not let this thing affect my mood anymore...i have had sad enough for this...its enough...
I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it ended @ 10:41 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Went for SAKAE with min today,hehe...guess how much we eat?? it was lik around 30 plates? GOSH...really made the both of us had a real difficulty getting up...It was like so so full man!!
Then then before going out i made the spring roll,oh...my aunt and my sis kept praising its nice! It was much nicer than the one that they ate at those vietnamese restaurant,i was damn happy,haha...so may be i can open a vietnamese restaurant over here,wow...2 possibilities, 1) close down after 1 day. 2) earn lots of money,haha...of cos i wish i can run a business well no matter its food&beverage or some other business, that is always my dream,BUSINESS!!! haiz,but sad that i couldnt even enter a business course...
Shopped with min for almost 4 hours today, i told myself had to save, cant be a spendthrift anymore...BUT i just couldnt control myself!! shop shop shop shop shop non stop...then when we were going to ang mo kio find zhen, we realise its still too early, so min suggested to walk pasamalam...we thought we will just walk walk only,there wont be anything for us to buy but end up we spent $46 bucks over there!! haha..thats why dont despise pasamalam...haha!!!
And Xin, its not that we dont want to call you for sakae, its cos we thought that your school will end very late, by the time we finished eating it was 6 and your school ended at 7...so hope you dont take it to heart...we can always meet up when ure free ma...right?=)
it ended @ 11:28 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
aww...its a damn boring day for me today, watch hot shot from morning till afternoon...haha...Show Luo was damn damn funny in the show, i like him in that show!! haha...hes so so cute...
After dinner, i decided to make vietnamese spring roll, hehe...though its easy to make, the source is not easy neh...Due of lack of ingredient, i made the source first..wow...it tastes damn nice, i suddenly had a feeling like im back to my hometown...
When i was cutting chilli i was still there happily use my barehand to play with the chilli...STUPID neh!! now make till my 4 fingers feel really very very hot n pain now...its really difficult to describe that feeling but its really like my hands being burnt... My sis say use ice can cool it down, so when i was at NTUC, i went to the ice area and cool my fingers on ice cream tubs,wahahaha....hope i didnt spoil their things,haha...Gosh,i can feel the heat when im typing now...cant stand it le!!!
HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT
Going to make my spring roll tmr, hope it will be sucessful,haha!!! gan-ba-teh!!!
it ended @ 9:32 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
Monday, August 25, 2008
I am super angry right now!! I just bought an adidas shoe with bounce series which costs me 200+ not very long ago. Guess what?? now i saw a new arrival which is even much nicer than mine,what thehell!! i shouldnt have buy it so early...but i really like this new model...
Haiyo,this is really a lesson learnt for me not to be so rush when buying things...
regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret regret
Haiyo...forget it...
Hm...zhen need to go amk for her injection later on, so fsome will be meeting up again but without gorilla still,she is damn busy with her jc work right now, think shes going to promo soon. I think she is even much more stress than we are in poly, we are enjoying our holiday right now but she has to suffer everyday, furthermore with her cheerleading, gosh...stress stress stress, but still hope that she can cope,XIN...dun give urself too much pressure ks?? gan-ba-teh!!!! fsome is always with you!!! =D
it ended @ 1:07 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
Sunday, August 24, 2008
saw this LAMBORGHINI at suntec,i love it.....^^ but it will much nicer if its black,look so cool!!
What should i post today neh?? Oh yea, today is the closing ceremony for olympic! BUT i stil prefer to watch my 放养的星星 and i managed to finish the whole series within 3 days,haha...i told you! holiday is so damn bored over here and i would just 煲我的戏everyday,haha...
BUT there is always a side effect for staring at laptop screen for too long, i think my eye power has increased!! my eyes has been pain feeling very dry and uncomfortable for the past 3 days,aiyo...I DUN WAN MY POWER TO INCREASE!!!!
Taken by my sis, her camera skill realli sucks neh,tsk....
Haha...tis is when we were changing bedsheet and she just carry everything on her shoulder as the floor is very dirty, still act MUSCULAR!!haha...
it ended @ 10:01 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
Friday, August 22, 2008
Saw a DEAD rat lying on the stairsteps when on my way home, gosh! SCARE ME.
Astats is over! i lost 7 marks just cos of careless!! haiz...
Finally exam is over...think i wil be going to 煲my favourite hong kong 戏 everyday,haha...
Min said she wan to go gym, and that really tempted me,haha...
really feel like work myself out, it has been damn long since i last exercise.
Going min house tonite to...erm erm...haha.....DRINK!! but that stupid gorilla cant make it i think. So fsome will become 3 for the nite!!
it ended @ 2:49 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
Thursday, August 21, 2008
I am suppose to study right now!! and look here i am...
Haiyo...really no mood to study...Stupid QLA wasted my 25 marks...HEART PAIN!!
Dont understand why these 2 days are really bad days for me, suppose to be able to do the questions but jus dont know what the hell my brain was doing during exam.!
Tomorrow last paper, hope i can do well so that can pull the other stupid 2 papers up...
I AM DEPENDING ON YOU,ASTATS!!
GAN-BA-TEH!!!! :P
it ended @ 9:12 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Happy birthday Xavier, Qi Wei, Lian Wei!!! All are 18 aug babies!
Woke up early in the morning saw my aunt was busy preparing food to celebrate Xavier's bd...It was quite alot of people attended for the party though...This wasted my whole day because it was damn so noisy and i couldnt even concentrate on my study...To be frank, i have not even revising for these 2 days. Haiz...The moment i see the QLA past year exam paper...haiz...mood drop to zero. I hate this module!
Realy cant wait for exam to finish faster, its driving me crazy!
After dinner, went down to have seafood with my sis...as usually, when walking back to our most memorable path, it was full of stupid jokes and nonsenses which results in endless of laughter...
Just called my younger sister and got to talk to her till my sister's phone left with only $0.55 when she has jus topped up only,i bet she will surely question me tomorrow,haha!!!This sister can speak even much better english than me, as she speaks with american accent! While me? Singlish! Shame of myself man!!Haiyoyo...
I want to have american accent!!
All of us are in different countries, now then i realise how much i love my sisters..they are so so so great!!they are my life!!they are my everything!!i want them...i love them...i miss them...i CAN them...(vietnamese CAN means NEED in english)
Haha...whenever my sis says this, we will laugh at it as the whole sentence sounds funny in vietnamese!haha
OK, i shall stop now...the more i write the more i miss them...It has been quite long since i last see them...
it ended @ 10:51 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Arrgghhh...i will be rotting at home for this whole week.
Stupid exam...!!!
Chatted on phone with my dad yesterday and he was quite concern about me indeed...^^
Yes, i want him to be always like that no matter what...
I hope it wont change either...
1 sweet word in a while can brighten up my night...
Plus mum...she told me all about those vietnamese food...
Gosh,she made me drool!!!
I cant wait to go back to savour these heavenly food...Awwwwwww
Met zhen and min for lunch today...
I ordered mutton rice...Min said it doesnt look delicious but it turn out to be quite nice!!
All along my taste for food is very different from them though...may be i still prefer vietnamese food more...
Arrgghhh,i cant wait to go back to enjoy my favourite dishes!!!
it ended @ 11:29 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
Monday, August 11, 2008
wow...Scary poses!!!
Min seems so sweet,haha
OMG,im drunk!!! i wan to fly...
The 3 ladies, where's e other 1??
Realli candid shot indeed...
haha...smile so fake...
Aiyo...realli put her heart n soul into singing,haha...
So cuteeeee
haha...obscene pic,this is e way unfamine gal sit,dun learn!!
Indian...Chinese...Eurasian,haha...
Forever close... :D
Eeee...my eyes are so small...
This crazy woman so crazy about MIKE HE,haha!!!
So close...Zhen zhen n min min
the Fsome!!!
oh..:( my eyes still not big enough!!
haha...act cute lady...
Dear xin xin...
Oh, that girl act as if she is a real singer,haha!
My new fringe style...cool neh...^^
Now i shall poast for what i have done on this national day"
Fsome met up and we went for kbox,yes! it has been realli long time since we shout out loud...haha...We had been shouting and shouting when came to those songs like behind these hazel eye,etc...
I drank vodka mix with sprite and whiskey mix with coke,i prefer vodka of cos...but when zhen tried it she hates it alot,haha...zhen so funny!she was so scare i will drunk after that...haha...
Sadly,when we jus reached suntec,we saw lots of people were heading our direction,i called my sis and she told me that the fireworks was over!! what the hell...
Haix...to make up for not be able to watch the fireworks,we watched money not enough 2,the show was irritating i should say...parts of it realli made me cant hold my tears at all...it was damn sad...I WILL TREAT MY MOTHER VERY VERY WELL! I WILL LET MY MOTHER HAVE A VERY GOOD AND HAPPY LIFE!
I LOVE YOU MUMMY!!
It took me a long time to upload all those photos haiyo...!!
it ended @ 1:06 AM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Its time to make a post now...^^
Kelly is in very good mood today...:D
Me and huiping pon our EIS today,haha...
It was like EIS is from 9-10, then QLA is from 3-5, its like 5 hours break neh, so long...i would rather stay home and sleep!!
And im not doing nothing at home ks...the moment after having my breakfast i started cleaning up my room...wow,cant imagine im such a good gal,haha...just trying to praise myself...不要脸,haha...
First, i changed my bedsheet, it was like so heavy carrying that stupid big matress...haiyo
Second i dismantle the whole fan and wash every part of it...so dusty...haiyo
Thirdly, i wiped my table,cupboards etc...full of ants...my sis always eat sweet in room and threw wrappers on table,no wonder recently i got bitten by so many ants...haiyo
Forthly, proceeded to mop the floor, so many stuff lying everywhere...haiyo
OK,after all these activities my whole body was sweat like hell, plus the weather is damn super warm, i was so so tired neh!! but its good also,cos i haven been excercise for sometimes, its good to do some house chores too...haha
On my way back in the train, i saw a group of malay, that aunt was like so uneducated...she has no image at all!! she was like lookin around for seats, when a passenger get up, of cos the person that is nearest to that seat will have the right to sit rite?she was like so desperate, she ran from one end to another end just to snatch that seat with a middle aged man...gosh...when the man got to sit first,she kept staring at him and yelled at him in a very very rude manner...when one uncle sitting in front of her saw the situation then gave up his own seat for her, it was then she SHUT HER MOUTH...my god...this kind of people i really got to see the very first time...crazy ha...but it was a nice show that was performed by her,she has attracted alot of the passenger's attention,haha...
it ended @ 11:37 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Its another day...i have wasted my whole day sleeping, watching TV, moving around the house trying to ransack for things to eat...Just like a mice looking for cheese desperately...Oh, i dont know when did my appetite become so good, keeping eating and eating non stop! Gosh! i will put on weight in no time!! I dont want!!
Happened to chat with my second sis last night, it was then i realised how much i miss her...i really wish to be able to go over to USA to stay with her but she told me a really bad news...She has spoken to dad and he do not allow me to go at all...haiz...expected...Then my wish was gone...
OK, just got to know about something that make me feel really angry about...i cant publish the whole story but i really want to vent my anger to make myself feel better...
You do not deserve to be the oldest, you do not even have the right now, it is not even your responsibility to care so much, if you are too bored after stepping down your post, you just care about your own family! You have spoiled your own image after the day i came to learn that you treated her so badly...Its useless that you try to be a nice person in front of me..i do not give a damn at all.I have lost all the trust in you, i will never forget the "word" that you used to say me just because to protect her...im really disappointed in you!!
Sometimes its really difficult to face the reality but we also have to accept it no matter what...Its even harder to force a smile in front of a person that you do not really like at all...it hurts...
Everything is broken into pieces...once that glass is broken, it can never be perfect anymore no matter how you trying to paste it back...
it ended @ 10:02 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
Monday, August 4, 2008
Kelly's mood from this morning is like a cup 100% full full of water...
But it has been poured out completely...it has become an empty glass right now...
Just checked my BIZCA test in mel, got F for that...
I was super shocked...
Im super sad now...
Im super disappointed with myself now...
Its the very first module i failed.
Im regret...
I feel sorry...
I should have listen to you and complete the whole course that you wanted me to...
I failed to do so...
Perhaps this is what i deserve...
No mood for anything else...
Sometimes it can be very hypocrite, Min...you know what im referring to right??
I have no idea how to describe my feeling now...
I hate failing..!!!
This is the very very first F grade i got in my life...
Super stupid F.!!!
I will never forget you in my whole life!!
Luckily it is not an examinable module, if not i will probably FAINT!!!
Haiz...study study study...i dont even feel like studying here!!!
But the only thing i cant bear to leave with is only 3 of you...
Though its very mushy, its from my heart...
Suddenly i tend to miss dad and mum so much...
If im with you all now, probably that glass of water wont be spilled out completely...
It will surely left with half of it...
Im really scared that i will disappoint them...
I dont want to...
I really dont wish to...
I want you to feel proud of me...
I have missed out so much of the time spending with family...
I have missed out so much fun that you all have together without me and sis...
If i have the chance to choose again, i choose to stay with you all, the ones who are closest in my life...
I want to share every happy and sorrow moment with you all...
I want to have you all by my side...
I want to call you again the moment im back from school like i used to when i was still very young
I miss my childhood
I miss the time our whole family eat-out together every night
I miss the time you celebrate my birthday with me...
I miss your hugs
I miss your care
I miss your voice
I miss the food you specially cooked for me
I miss you...
it ended @ 9:19 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
Saturday, August 2, 2008
Do-Re-Mi my niece bought these tattoos...my sis has e biggest leg but SMALLEST rose,haha...
Oh, mydearie rose...i cant imagine if my dad sees this!!! he'll probably kill me!!!@#@%&*%%$^@%&
it ended @ 11:19 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
I just finished watching the last episode of D.I.E...its very sad...i cried at the end of the show...what made my tears roll down my cheeks was the love story...Here the story goes:
The guy actually knew that when he is together with that girl, the girl will die in the end so he decided to leave that girl to another country. The girl was so smart, she was able to find him eventually, she managed to touch the guy so they are together once again!!
Unfortunately, when they were planing to get married, the guy kept begging his gf to wer the wedding ring, she refused. She wanted to do it when they held the wedding ceremony in the church BUT something happened!!! The guy met an accident after that...Actually he was able to revive if he wants to but he chose not to, because he knew that if he wakes up, his girlfriend will die, so he is willing to sacrifice his life for her...god...he is such a nice nice nice nice man!!! Only if there is such a nice man exist in real life,haha...
I love 郭晋安!!! he is so cute in the show!!!
Linh, Min, Zhen, Xin went to J8 library today, but ended up we didnt study much...instead we went for shopping spree!!! We bought lots lots of things but because min need to go for dinner with her family so we didnt have time to continue shopping...if there is still time i think we will probably buy lik crazy!!! haha...
it ended @ 10:34 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
Friday, August 1, 2008
Oh well...actually wanted to continue watching my hongkong show right now,(D.I.E) super super freaking nice,its all about detective and im crazy about hongkong detective show ks...haha...Unfortunately,my aunt's friends are all crowded outside, there isnt any empty space for me to squeeze through to get e disc! So i really dislike her friends coming, they are so so noisy can!
Alright...Now this is the time to pour out all of my today's irritation. Last night i had to chiong 2 projects which is EIS and BIZCA (I hate bizca!!!) I kept staring at the screen and just finished only my EIS report at last, and by that time it is already 1 in the morning!! Oh gosh...Today i met up with Shawn at clem bus stop, i think i was quite different from usual as i gave him an unhappy face. This is not what i want! Shawn kept wondering what happen to me, am i unhappy with him?? Am i sick today?? Oh i felt so bad for giving them that kind of unhappy emotion, because i was really freaking tired!!
I had 2 presentations today, my mind was totally blank during the EIS presentation! I think my mind can only works in good condition provided that i have sufficiently charged my batt for 8 hours per day,haha...!OK, 1 Hour before BIZCA presentation then i started doing it, i was so fed up because i kept getting the wrong answer!! i have never seen myself so busy in school before...for the whole day i jus kept working on my laptop...guess what?? cos i was doing my projects at the very crucial last min...i kept changing and changing the answer till it was 1245 pm which left only 15 mins to our presentation,i was very panic at that moment though, but luckily it was thanks to one of our good friend, she sent her answer to us!! Thank u so much...^^ I think Faith Tay knew that we had copied our work from others, thats why she kept asking us questions during that idiotic presentation...I bet i wont score well for this module...it sucks totally!!! my test had also flung totally...haiz...
it ended @ 10:11 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957