Friday, August 29, 2008
Eversince the start of my holiday, i will only auto wake up at 11 plus,haha...
BUT today have to wake upa t 7 plus,so so early!! go back to secondary school, gosh...really feel so good...Felt like i was being break to freedom...
Though will tend to miss the time that had studied there, the time that always used to be scolded by teachers, the most funny is mr nair...He is forever so funny!! he got the mr gan chong price today and the way he went to received the price was damn dramatic,haha...i still love him as ever,hes such a great teacher!!
Didnt get to see ramesh today, heard that he rushed home to bring his daughter to somewhere,wow...good father indeed...haha...
It was then i bumped into you, i didnt even thought that you will be in school too,i didnt even noe wat i was thinkin when i saw u, it took me a real long time to digest jus 1 of ur simple question...i dont know how should i describe my feeling...i guess you wont even feel anything except for kind of weird feeling,i could feel it...i could feel the awkwardness between us...But that was when the time we had in the past ran through my mind once more...y?y?y? y will i have this kind of feeling? y do i suddenly tend to miss the feeling of being loved by some1...i wouldnt even have this kind of feeling at all before i saw u today...I admit that it was my fault last time...Those memories are really hard to erase...n i wont erase it too...i will jus keep it...though ure not the perfect one for me...we had gone through lots n lots...happy moments,unhappy moments...n that was already happened...i cannot deny that...
OK...i shall not let this thing affect my mood anymore...i have had sad enough for this...its enough...
I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!! I want to work!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it ended @ 10:41 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
