Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Its another day...i have wasted my whole day sleeping, watching TV, moving around the house trying to ransack for things to eat...Just like a mice looking for cheese desperately...Oh, i dont know when did my appetite become so good, keeping eating and eating non stop! Gosh! i will put on weight in no time!! I dont want!!
Happened to chat with my second sis last night, it was then i realised how much i miss her...i really wish to be able to go over to USA to stay with her but she told me a really bad news...She has spoken to dad and he do not allow me to go at all...haiz...expected...Then my wish was gone...
OK, just got to know about something that make me feel really angry about...i cant publish the whole story but i really want to vent my anger to make myself feel better...
You do not deserve to be the oldest, you do not even have the right now, it is not even your responsibility to care so much, if you are too bored after stepping down your post, you just care about your own family! You have spoiled your own image after the day i came to learn that you treated her so badly...Its useless that you try to be a nice person in front of me..i do not give a damn at all.I have lost all the trust in you, i will never forget the "word" that you used to say me just because to protect her...im really disappointed in you!!
Sometimes its really difficult to face the reality but we also have to accept it no matter what...Its even harder to force a smile in front of a person that you do not really like at all...it hurts...
Everything is broken into pieces...once that glass is broken, it can never be perfect anymore no matter how you trying to paste it back...
it ended @ 10:02 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
