Monday, August 4, 2008
Kelly's mood from this morning is like a cup 100% full full of water...
But it has been poured out completely...it has become an empty glass right now...
Just checked my BIZCA test in mel, got F for that...
I was super shocked...
Im super sad now...
Im super disappointed with myself now...
Its the very first module i failed.
Im regret...
I feel sorry...
I should have listen to you and complete the whole course that you wanted me to...
I failed to do so...
Perhaps this is what i deserve...
No mood for anything else...
Sometimes it can be very hypocrite, Min...you know what im referring to right??
I have no idea how to describe my feeling now...
I hate failing..!!!
This is the very very first F grade i got in my life...
Super stupid F.!!!
I will never forget you in my whole life!!
Luckily it is not an examinable module, if not i will probably FAINT!!!
Haiz...study study study...i dont even feel like studying here!!!
But the only thing i cant bear to leave with is only 3 of you...
Though its very mushy, its from my heart...
Suddenly i tend to miss dad and mum so much...
If im with you all now, probably that glass of water wont be spilled out completely...
It will surely left with half of it...
Im really scared that i will disappoint them...
I dont want to...
I really dont wish to...
I want you to feel proud of me...
I have missed out so much of the time spending with family...
I have missed out so much fun that you all have together without me and sis...
If i have the chance to choose again, i choose to stay with you all, the ones who are closest in my life...
I want to share every happy and sorrow moment with you all...
I want to have you all by my side...
I want to call you again the moment im back from school like i used to when i was still very young
I miss my childhood
I miss the time our whole family eat-out together every night
I miss the time you celebrate my birthday with me...
I miss your hugs
I miss your care
I miss your voice
I miss the food you specially cooked for me
I miss you...
it ended @ 9:19 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
