Friday, September 26, 2008
Hom nay toi thiet buon ghe, ve vietnam het nhieu ngay nhu vay ma ko co ngay nao la vui het...Thiet rat la hoi han ve day,neu nghe loi mai mai dung co ve day chac la bay gio con o do vui dua cuoi voi no, con vui hon ve ben day nhieu...Thiet bay gio ko co ai ma toi co the tin tuong duoc, toi thiet rat so biet betray!!! Toi cung ko muon buon, toi cu noi voi tu minh la phai song cho vui len,nhung ma toi lam ko co duoc...
Tai sao ma gia dinh toi cu say ra nhieu chuyen nnhu vay? Co luc toi cung dang nghi ngo mai mot toi se co tuong lai tot hay ko,toi lai day het 3 tuan ma cu chay nuoc mat hoai, ma o singapore suot 5 thang ma ko co ngay nao ma chay 1 giot nuoc mat nao het, toi rat muon ve sing lien bay gio...
Suddenly i have an urge of missing u these few days. y am i having this kind of feeling, i couldnt sleep wel these few nights...i miss the time we were together,i want u to b by my side but yet i doubt u r true to me...cos u have failed the test twice...i admit i acted strong in front of u, i acted as if i dun give a damn for u at all but deep in my heart i still miss u...y am i suddenly starting to loose the love of people around me...(family love) this is not wat i can get when i was very young til now,i bet it will b worse in future...
i realli want to cry out loud,get everything out of my heart, i dun wan to hide my feeling anymore, i realli cant take it...but thinkin of my sis n fsome,at least i can have them treating me nicely, treating me with their true feeling, at least it is not fake out...sometime i ralli envious min's family, though she is not that rich, she can have a very happy family, can have a dad that ralli dote on her with his true heart...can give watever she wants, can sacrifice for her, can joke with her...that's why sometimes i dun realli dare to read her blog, im scare i wil read sth that i long wished for yet dun have it...Whats the use of giving money but not the love,it is the love that that is precious n cant b bought.I noe there r much more ppl who r even worse than me, that's why i keep on telling myself to b strong no matter what...
it ended @ 11:58 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
I just bought goat's milk today, wonder how is it taste? oh....first drink it tastes not bad but when drinking the second sip it really tastes weird, i think it has not been fully pesterised, thats why it stil tastes a bit smelly, haha...but afterall i heard that drinking goats milk is 50% fatter than cow's milk, so for the sake of health, our family has no choice but to drink that...haha...
Too bad, Mai Mai you're still at singapore so cant drink that, i cant bring it there for you too as it can only lasts for 5 days the msot and it has to be kept at cool temperature at all time...pity for you,haha...
Then accompanied mum to see doctor, know what? i have been sitting there and waited for 1 and a half hour, gosh...it was driving me crazy and mum still told me that she was only going for the check up, if we were to see the doctor personally have to wait till 4 to 5 hours... i believe that because the moment im there it was already full of people... i think over 100 people? gosh,it was even worse than singapore's polyclinic...haiyoyo...
And it was blackout early this morning which amde me have to cancel my piano lesson, it was great because i have not practise the song that she gave me, i had no idea how to play that song at all and now i have 1 more day to do it,haha....
it ended @ 7:36 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
Monday, September 8, 2008
Just got back to vietnam...Suddenly have a kind of very homely feeling...Its really feel very warm can be back and being together with family again...But this time is without my sister...I wonder how is she when shes alone in singapore without any relative over there...Actually i think its good for her either as this is the best opportunity for her to be independent, decide as well as solve all the problems herself...
Though it feels good to be back home again but i think i still perfer staying in singapore, at least i can find a job and work over there so that time can pass faster, staying here really gonna get rotten as day pass by...Everday i will just eat and sleep and watch tv,its really bored to death...
Lucky i am going to learn piano which is my favourite where mum and dad didnt let me learn when i was young...i will be going to learn it 5 times a week in order to fulfill my basic knowledge of music,thats cool...haha...hope i will be able to play a song after learning for this 1 month...
There are so much thing for me to blog once im back here...haha...i think being together with family will have more thing happen...thats why...
Went to diamond plaza,one of the most branded stuff shopping centre...i realise alot of branded stuff like ck,DKNY,FCUK,french connection,etc...are all here...their prices is even higher than those sold in singpapore..Vietnam is going to be very developed soon i guess...However i didnt manage to get any stuff from there...its too expensive for me?i guess so...and i dont think its a necesssary for me to go for stuff that is so big brand...haha...oh yea, i saw a keds shoe,its quite comfortable to wear actually but my stupid brother just kept saying its awful...haix...
Came back from shopping, mum bought those seafood and laid them all on the dining table, wow...i cant get this taste in singapore...mmmmm...its really so so delicious...
Alright im chatting with my sis while blogging now...and i realise how much i miss her...i miss the time that we went down to ntuc and laugh our heads off...i just miss her...i couldnt sleep last night...y?y?y? cos she is not here for me to hug...!!!
And 1 last thing, I HATE MY LANDLORD...but whatcan i do??just bare with it...haiz...she is so busybody...cant stand it...i hate busybody!!!
it ended @ 9:38 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Being loved is always the best...
Love someone that love you more than you do, it wont hurt much...really...You will feel more fortunate than others as well...
I know you dont even love me truely...
You were just going by wealth,i should say...
I know what you are thinking too...
I really want to give you a bad scolding...
I think im really lucky not giving my true heart to you...This is great...
You are really a materalistic person...
I can see that...
You were just freaking out...
Its not from the bottom of your heart...
I think i have spoiled my image...
But who cares, you play, i play..
Fair and square...
Though many times its me who walk out first, but i have med the right choice...
Both of you are not the right one for me...
Yes,i am sure you're not...
Definitely!!!
This is the only post i would give you,no more...
As you dont worth it...
1 year plus relationship is much more worthy to be kept...
I will keep it...
I has been reflecting in my mind many times recently...
I dont know why too...
No perhaps, i can't think too much...
it ended @ 11:41 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
Monday, September 1, 2008
Acting drunk...
This is the wine that we drank...
This shows hows the wine taste like,haha...=D
Aunt will be always to China for 1 whole week, so i made 3 meals myself yesterday...it was great i suppose!! not that im praising myself ks...even my sis said i can cook even more delicious then my aunt..i think cos she has had tired of my aunt's cookin thats y...
Zhen was very sad after her dance audition yesterday, so i asked her to come over to my place for dinner,i cooked 6 dishes...each a small portion and it was just nice for the 3 of us,hehe...didnt realise i can cook so well...shy shy...haha!!I think zhen also think my cookin not bad right zhen??hehe...sorry, i think im realli praising myself too much...but im just overexcited!! because i will have to wait for so long that my aunt has finally gone overseas and i can have the whole kitchen for myself...wow....i love cooking!!
Then then, i think my sis is realli a real big kid...She is someome that do not even like to eat fruits at all, haha...so i thought of 1 way...we played 猜拳，chess,etc...loser will have to eat one grape each time they lose,haha...it was realli damn funny!! i think it has been real long time since i played with her...and it has been a long long time since we both made such a big laughter tgt...i think our laughter has shocked my uncle,haha!!!
ok,i am really desperate for job now..i really want to work!!!
it ended @ 4:37 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957