Friday, September 26, 2008
Hom nay toi thiet buon ghe, ve vietnam het nhieu ngay nhu vay ma ko co ngay nao la vui het...Thiet rat la hoi han ve day,neu nghe loi mai mai dung co ve day chac la bay gio con o do vui dua cuoi voi no, con vui hon ve ben day nhieu...Thiet bay gio ko co ai ma toi co the tin tuong duoc, toi thiet rat so biet betray!!! Toi cung ko muon buon, toi cu noi voi tu minh la phai song cho vui len,nhung ma toi lam ko co duoc...
Tai sao ma gia dinh toi cu say ra nhieu chuyen nnhu vay? Co luc toi cung dang nghi ngo mai mot toi se co tuong lai tot hay ko,toi lai day het 3 tuan ma cu chay nuoc mat hoai, ma o singapore suot 5 thang ma ko co ngay nao ma chay 1 giot nuoc mat nao het, toi rat muon ve sing lien bay gio...
Suddenly i have an urge of missing u these few days. y am i having this kind of feeling, i couldnt sleep wel these few nights...i miss the time we were together,i want u to b by my side but yet i doubt u r true to me...cos u have failed the test twice...i admit i acted strong in front of u, i acted as if i dun give a damn for u at all but deep in my heart i still miss u...y am i suddenly starting to loose the love of people around me...(family love) this is not wat i can get when i was very young til now,i bet it will b worse in future...
i realli want to cry out loud,get everything out of my heart, i dun wan to hide my feeling anymore, i realli cant take it...but thinkin of my sis n fsome,at least i can have them treating me nicely, treating me with their true feeling, at least it is not fake out...sometime i ralli envious min's family, though she is not that rich, she can have a very happy family, can have a dad that ralli dote on her with his true heart...can give watever she wants, can sacrifice for her, can joke with her...that's why sometimes i dun realli dare to read her blog, im scare i wil read sth that i long wished for yet dun have it...Whats the use of giving money but not the love,it is the love that that is precious n cant b bought.I noe there r much more ppl who r even worse than me, that's why i keep on telling myself to b strong no matter what...
it ended @ 11:58 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
