Saturday, December 27, 2008
I think i have been in a very bad mood recently. I didnt want that either but i just cant really cheer myself up...
I have been talking to my mum in a very harsh tone today, and after i hung up the phone, my heart just broke. When i cooled myself down, she had already hang up and i know she is rather sad though.
She will be coming here with my sis the day after tomorrow, so i will sure compensate this by treating her better, i dunt wan to leave any regrets.
One of the thing that made me really angry is that my brother is gonna bring that bitch here too, she is someone that my whole family hated her to the core, without saying, i hate her the most i suppose!!And i think its really unfair that you asked me for cash when u were here, and you didnt even manage to buy a thing for me but on the other hand u did buy so many freaking things for her, sometimes i really wonder if i can get back the brother who used to treat me good in the past, and i miss his ex-gf who treated me so good. I love her 1000000000000 times more than this freaking bitch!!
Dad, you did called me on christmas night, you talked to me in such a happy tone, but deep down i didnt even know that your business is encountering some problem until second sis told me about that... Y didn u want to lie to me?? I just want to know the truth, i know u dun wan me to feel sad and worry about you. I hope im not really a big burden to you now though i really wish you would allow me to go to western country.
I realise the feeling of going to work and getting to know that you yourself is earning some money is great, rather than having to ask money from family always. I really want to go back to the baby me so much, i really really want to...
a post filling with tears...
it ended @ 10:50 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Well, first day of work..Damn tiring!! xin always said how come i really so quite today,haha...really no energy to talk le..
Though the job didnt offer me a high pay, i enjoy working there as the in-charge and some of the people treated me quite good though. Except for one aunty treated me so badly, she bullied me!! She just thought that im a new comer then always orderd me around to do the job for me, idiot!! Howver, through her then i ralise i dun like to be ordered around by people, its just depending on who can ordered me and im willing to do it HAPPILY de ks,haha...
It was really damn dman busy in that restaurants, i think they should have employed more people neh, so stingy,aiyoyo...
Then the in-charge suddenly asked me where did you work before this, "This is my first time working" i replied. "realli? then you are quite smart though" she praised me!! haha...i was quite happy, i thought i wont be doing so well,haha...
And and one more thing i realli realli want to say!! They always say i look like from china!! aarrrgghhh!! faint...
Worse than, when in the train on the way home, the aunt sat next to me suddenly came talk to me, "Are you from china?" what the hell. "i am from vietnam!" then she seemed so shocked, "she said "vietnam got so fair de meh? vietnam got people 瓜子脸 like you meh? vietnamese all so fat and dark and ugly.."
Wa, stupid aunty..."我是越南华侨!" anyway i dun think i have the 瓜子脸, stupid aunty tok cork! ass de neh!! always discriminate vietnamese...haix...sad sad!!stupid idiotic ignorant aunty!! tok so much
Then, when i reached home, there was a surprise for me!! i was so happy though,guess what is it?? haha
Ten Ten Ten Ten!!!!!!! Christmas gift from my dearest fren, haha
Guess whats inside?? Its necklace!! haha...LE BINH!! LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND THANK YOU!! :D
it ended @ 7:34 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
Monday, December 15, 2008
Both are just so fake to me, are you just using me only?? well, im sure u do, but i just cant say no to whatever you want me to do, haix...
Both are so untrustable, yet i am like hamburger pattie in between them, what can i do?
Really wish i could get to the country i want, then everything might be solved by then, hopefully though.
I want
I need
I must
I can
I dream
I sure
I wish
I strive
for my future family...
it ended @ 7:08 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Went for botak jones today.
Gosh, the fish and chips is really very nice, i love the tartar sauce..its so unique...The oreo cheese cake is almost as nice as star bucks cheese cake,but still i prefer star bucks american cheesecake,haha...my FAVOURITE!!
And, thanks for the meal, ure just so nice!!
Nite!! everybody!! :)
it ended @ 11:38 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
Just happen to read the booklet of "botak jones" that my sis brought back when she had it with her tutor,some jokes are quite funny, so i decided to share here!!haha...
1st one: A drunk was proudly showing off his new apartment to his friends late one night. He led the way to his bedroom where there was a big brass and a mallet.
"Whats that big brass gong?" oone of the guests asked. "It's not a gong, its a talkin clock," the runk replied
"A talkin clock?"asked his friends in astonishment."yup" replied the drunk.
"Hows it work?" the friends asked, squinting at it."watch this" the drunk replied. He picked up the mallet, gave the gong an ear-shattering pound, and stepped back. The 3 stood looking at one another for a moment.
Suddenly, someone on the other side of the wall scramed,"You asshole, it's three-fifteen in the morning!"
2nd: If people from Poland called poles, why aren;d people from Hollands called holes?haha
it ended @ 12:10 AM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
Saturday, December 13, 2008
I got sunburnt at the back!! so so pain...jas even worse,her sun tan shape look so funny!haha...like birthmark? Clive still so curious "love shape ha?" haha...
yea la,jas purpsoely did it for u,wow....so sweet!
The pineapple rice that shimin brought us there is realli damn freakin nice!! its thailand food, i love the fish so much...MIN MIN...next time we go again???haha...Love u la...bring me there again neh!!
Guess who is who?hahaha
Ten ten ten ten...!
Shimin,where r u??act as invisible woman??
We look abit alike ho??haha
haha,The forever loving 4!
THE Black & White,wahahaha
My blue black red hand after playin vball :(
Reb Monkey!haha
LP look so cute n sweet here,haha!
JAS,u eee wat eee ha?
i think JAS gt possess here, i didnt press e camera but it auto shot,gosh!
Done by LP, so artistic.notice e water wave at e top left corner?haha
PORNSTAR??HAHA...
it ended @ 5:10 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
YAY!! later maths paper at 4,so late!! but after today will be free already...den i can start workin,haha...
As i am suppose to leave my house at 2, and now its still damn early...so chat with my dear xin!! so long time didnt c her already..:D
That was stupid conver we had!! haha...tt stupid gorrila is forever a joke to me!haha...and u said will bring back food from taiwasn for us,and where is it?? so long didnt even give us sure rotten already rite?HAHA...
it ended @ 12:48 PM
love was found in Rome; in 1957